Monday, May 17, 2010

Part 6.

A Victim of Love and Economy

And I couldn't find a job
all of a sudden the economy crashed in 2009
I was so broke, depressed
….
I was making like thousands of dollars
feeling kind of sketchy
I knew I was trying to break away from it
slowly slowly I almost split away from it
then came that massive blow-up
and I was so pissed off
and I blamed her for the last two years of my life
I told a few people, and that planted little seeds and whispers
you know how Nashville gossiping is
so I put a little thing here, a little thing there
and over the last few months
everybody knows about this guy now
what does that do?
it gives me a sense of justice
maybe Ill just get him ousted

I don't want him to go and talk to other people about what I know
Well he will now
What do you mean?
I don't want him to go make himself look like the
good guy.
does that make sense?
so thats why…
You know in the end, ultimately we always have a chance to redeem ourselves
our goal is to try to not to have to redeem yourself from anything
I used to believe that, until I went to negative town
and I was stuck in negative town
and I was vulnerable to....
the level of deception…
ultimately women understand a lot of the complex, sometimes it takes a lot of dudes a while to understand, the mental aspect of a relationship….